Hello there. My name is Alexandra, but you can call me Allie. I'm a girl in my 20s from Europe, and I have made this blog to have a safe space to express myself, but hopefully it will also serve as a safe space for others, who will feel less alone reading this blog. I am battling my mental health in form of autism, anxiety, depression and anorexia, and because of these battles, I live in a supported living community. I've lived in three different supported living communities since I was a child, and sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get better, since I've battled my own mind for over a decade. Even though I lose hope of doing better all the time, then I still got hope for other things, which are what keeps me alive. I want to become a professional ballerina, dancer and athlete - within many styles and disciplines, but I've had a huge break of years, and I still need to return to everything. While I'm battling my anxiety and autistic meltdowns a lot, it's very difficult for me to attend classes, as they're way too overwhelming for me. I will become a professional no matter what though, even though it means I need to take private lessons, and hire my own coaches. This is why I'm also working on creating my own small businesses, so I'm actually able to afford it. When I'm launching my small businesses, I will list them on this page, and it would mean the world to me, if you'd just check them out. Besides becoming a professional ballerina, dancer and athlete, I also want to become a professional model, actress, artist, fashion designer and nail technician. I also want to become a semi-professional musician, where my main instruments are violin, viola, cello and piano. At some point, I'd like to return to school and get a Ph.D. in psychics, too. I will only be studying part-time though, as I will be doing ballet, dance and sports full-time. I got so many dreams, and it's time to bring them to life - even though I'm battling a severe relapse into anorexia...